@nderson J@ckson

Judge me  tell me my wrongs. Teach me right from wrong .  Where i have hated teach me to love before you right me off.

I am but a man wanting to be more .

Dear Anderson,

I hope I can see my self in you .

I hope me and your mother love will last for a lifetime .

i hope you love me and admire me .

I hope you will always want to talk to me .

For when you fall ill be there.

When the nights scare you call my name and i will stand with you against the shadows of the night.

Your one and only father .

Brandon Jackson

This morning i dreamed that you were next to me .

This morning i awoke to you by my side.

I awoke to the touch of love. to the cries of me .

In another room . As i laid there with nothing but darkness and the touch of a cold pillow.

I knew the truth .

I dreamed a lie.

Dear Anderson,

At night i cant sleep haunted by the last words of my ex . Its not what she said its the intent behind it.

The repercussions  of are act I can deal with for i never back down from my responsibilities.  I just don't know how to process it all.

Time will heal that wound .

I have conceded to the thought that maybe two people can be cancer to each other despite there  desire for each other. And despite how much you try to be together the world will see to it that you are apart.  I hate to admit it but maybe that's the only answer.

I sat down and talked to this woman who reminds me of a part of my life i lived 5 years ago. Her story sparks memories of love that i once shared for another. As I sat there talking to her i could see the hopeless ness she had for happiness. And the man she hopes to find one day i was that man for another A feeling i dare not enter into again for it left me broken when it all ended . As her eyes watered I hope to give her inspiration. But all i can give her is my words and hope they fall on her worried heart.

And  as I share my bed my life with no one I do so knowingly that to lay alone may be taxing at times but its a necessity to keep the mind at peace.

Br@ndon J@ckson

Have you ever laid there and said to your self. The beginning and the end can never be the same .

Life has before you two doors. which do you take freedom to the unknown . And the other the past.

both doors have there ups and downs. One you know but you ask your self is it better than the unknown do you go for the sure thing or the unknown.

You tell your self its love you tell your self its happiness . But is it a lie.

The unknown is lonely the unknown is a chance.

as i close my eyes and turn the knob.

Hater. Hater

You +a weak mind x insecurity = Hater.

You know how it goes

What did i say to make you hate me so .

what did i do to make you hate me.

Even though you hate me .

I still think of the .

You say you hate me and i reply i still love you .

How twisted love can be.

Dear anderson what are we to do .

I could never with out you .

i could never be with out you.

let me die young let me live for ever only if your by my side.

i want to i want to live forever.

So when the music of life plays dance with me .

dance with me love me .

Make me stare down on the earth and like a god amongst men .

let me touch the heavens let my name live with in you. let my name bare my face

and your heart . and as our children grow may they sing of are love may the sing of the day a man

loved a woman . and when i fall may you remember me. and i will stand at heavens gate waiting for you .

for we are eternal.

I stand out side your apt.

i stand out side your apt. with with a match in one hand and gas in another.

The math slowly drops to the ground and flames are given life.

Smoke fills the air. Sirens ring out through the air. people run from there homes.

and. there i stand. dead .

And with the breath of fire breathes the devil with in.

He comes out and darkness hides my rage a spark lights of the darkness .

he falls and there he lays.

Never chase the prey bring them to you.

I chase you .

@nderson J@ckson

Round and around we go.

I remember when i first meet you .

I used to be excited  to bad i would never guess what you would become .

and i just cant take it .

you cant decide if you love me or another .

round and round we go .

you say you love me  you say you hate me .

you hit me you kiss me . today you want a ring .

tomorrow you want me dead.

I’m done .

The life we shared is over today. The memories we shared filled these picture frames surrounding me

And now that your gone these memories fade and all is left is these empty picture frames.

sleepless nights

And as the thunder roars outside  and the sky cries.

And when morning comes all that's left of us is these empty frames.

They say your  attitude determines your latitude,

I'm high as a mothafucka fly as a mothafucka

I will touch the sky i will dance in the clouds the stars will shine down on me .

and if you stand with me or not . The music will play and we shall dance .

for my attitude determines my latitude.

So say what you want and do what you please.

because i will be me. never will i cry again .

when they say two wrongs don’t make a right .

then we were never meant to be together.

and this is ok .

My words may not mean nothing to many but.

its you i write to its you i hope to touch.

Remember my words remember my thoughts .

Thoughts of you when you look in the mirror see my eyes.

se my pain as its legacy lives on in you .

my life runs through your veins .

My son .

My love my everything .

Young Anderson Jackson .

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Lions tigers and bears  oh my

No one I share

No one to hold when the nights run long .

When my days grow dark .

No one to shed the tears of my past on .

No one to whisper my dreams to .

I share my world with so many but I share my life with no one.

Friends fade .

The thoughts I have for her I shouldn’t have.

The thoughts of her I can never act upon.

For something’s can never be undone.

So I walk the path not taken .

And with each passing step I walk away from her.

I love her but she loves another.

I love her but she needs another.

I am but a watcher in her life .

A hello a breathe in the moment of her life.

I tell her I’ll wait for you .

I’ll wait for you until you realize

Realize that feelings like this will never change .

The feelings in my heart will never fade

Blah blah blah..

thought about things to day and despite the outcome i feel good about things.

Like us no one can do it like us .

No one can fuck like us.

No one can get the sheets wet like us.

It doesn't matter if its night or day .

No one can wake a bulding like us.

No one can break a sweat like us .

You on top slow grinding.

Calling out to me .

Hands down you're the best.

No other girl can compare. You naked in a trench coat moaning

How you want our love for a life time.

Long or quick

Slow or fast I cant get enough of you .

Ok alright .

Ok

Alright.

When they talk about me its

Ok

As they stare me down and want war is say its

Alright.

But press me and its war I never forgive nor do I forget.

My hate runs deep the thoughts I have are horrific .

As I smile looking my enemies in the eye.

When they caught me I was alone two on my back three in front .

The odds not in my favor as fist turned into shoes as bruises turned to blood.

I saw flashes of light I tasted blood I tasted dirt as I layed there . As he kicked me while they held me down .

I laughed for bitches run in packs. And my only thought was revenge. And when it was all said and done . my tooth laid next to me.

My eye swollen shut and a blood vesle burst in the other .

I mumbled Ok alright.

As I spit blood ..

I was unhappy for so long

So many times I walked away

I was searching for something

But not knowing what I had to face.

I would run from everything even you .

I was afraid but this rainy day I stand at your door.

Waiting to see you waiting for you to take me in.

As the rain beat across my brow my knocks turned to desperation.

My voice screeched through the air as I scream

Im sorry.

I'm in love with you

The way I wish I could

But loving you is wrong

Loving you is right

Its over love

Its just begun.

These are words you tell me. You have my heart on lock down .

Do I fit your description for love. Can I be your victim. I want to be your prisoner for a life time.

I want to do a lifetime in your arms.

Girl if you thought I wasn't a liar you were wrong.

I know there is no excuse but I'm only human .

Will you forgive me .

I know it wasn't worth it.

I'm telling the truth when I say

Your forgiveness is all I need to breathe again .

I turn my head to hide my tears from you .

I cover my heart for the wound will not heal.

Tell me truth are you gone forever .

Tell me truth

Is it over .

I was a little shy she grabbed my hand and said

Hold me move with me .

When we slow dance time belongs to us .

Lock your hands in mine let me lay my head on your chest.

Let this girl dream, dream of what could be.

Let this girl want this moment to last for ever.

As I slowly look up into your eyes . I whisper

I love you . you reply as do I .

A bond sealed with a kiss.

Love

Is a dance.