Brandon's profile@nderson J@ckson PhotosBlogLists Tools Help
    11/9/2009

    Judgment to the unjust .

    9770138-md

    Judge me  tell me my wrongs. Teach me right from wrong .  Where i have hated teach me to love before you right me off.

    I am but a man wanting to be more .

    Father to son

     

    3826976-md

    Dear Anderson,

    I hope I can see my self in you .

    I hope me and your mother love will last for a lifetime .

    i hope you love me and admire me .

    I hope you will always want to talk to me .

    For when you fall ill be there.

    When the nights scare you call my name and i will stand with you against the shadows of the night.

    Your one and only father .

     

    Brandon Jackson

    11/8/2009

    Even dreams can lie

    This morning i dreamed that you were next to me .

    This morning i awoke to you by my side.

    I awoke to the touch of love. to the cries of me .

    In another room . As i laid there with nothing but darkness and the touch of a cold pillow.

    I knew the truth .

    I dreamed a lie.

    Our Last fight

    Dear Anderson,

    At night i cant sleep haunted by the last words of my ex . Its not what she said its the intent behind it.

    The repercussions  of are act I can deal with for i never back down from my responsibilities.  I just don't know how to process it all.

    Time will heal that wound .

    I have conceded to the thought that maybe two people can be cancer to each other despite there  desire for each other. And despite how much you try to be together the world will see to it that you are apart.  I hate to admit it but maybe that's the only answer.

    I sat down and talked to this woman who reminds me of a part of my life i lived 5 years ago. Her story sparks memories of love that i once shared for another. As I sat there talking to her i could see the hopeless ness she had for happiness. And the man she hopes to find one day i was that man for another A feeling i dare not enter into again for it left me broken when it all ended . As her eyes watered I hope to give her inspiration. But all i can give her is my words and hope they fall on her worried heart.

     

    And  as I share my bed my life with no one I do so knowingly that to lay alone may be taxing at times but its a necessity to keep the mind at peace.

    Br@ndon J@ckson

    11/7/2009

    Vegas Wedding

    My sister is getting married next year  in Vegas... And I.m going to vegas.  Maybe I can make it two if im lucky enough to find a girl by then .
    11/3/2009

    door 1

    Have you ever laid there and said to your self. The beginning and the end can never be the same .

    Life has before you two doors. which do you take freedom to the unknown . And the other the past.

    both doors have there ups and downs. One you know but you ask your self is it better than the unknown do you go for the sure thing or the unknown.

    You tell your self its love you tell your self its happiness . But is it a lie.

    The unknown is lonely the unknown is a chance.

    as i close my eyes and turn the knob.

    Hate me

    Hater. Hater

    You +a weak mind x insecurity = Hater.

    You know how it goes

    What did i say to make you hate me so .

    what did i do to make you hate me.

    Even though you hate me .

    I still think of the .

    You say you hate me and i reply i still love you .

    How twisted love can be.

    Dear anderson what are we to do .

    Legend of Anderson Jackson

    I could never with out you .

    i could never be with out you.

    let me die young let me live for ever only if your by my side.

    i want to i want to live forever.

    So when the music of life plays dance with me .

    dance with me love me .

    Make me stare down on the earth and like a god amongst men .

    let me touch the heavens let my name live with in you. let my name bare my face

    and your heart . and as our children grow may they sing of are love may the sing of the day a man

    loved a woman . and when i fall may you remember me. and i will stand at heavens gate waiting for you .

    for we are eternal.

    Gas and a Match.

    I stand out side your apt.

    i stand out side your apt. with with a match in one hand and gas in another.

    The math slowly drops to the ground and flames are given life.

    Smoke fills the air. Sirens ring out through the air. people run from there homes.

    and. there i stand. dead .

    And with the breath of fire breathes the devil with in.

    He comes out and darkness hides my rage a spark lights of the darkness .

    he falls and there he lays.

    Never chase the prey bring them to you.

     

    I chase you .

    @nderson J@ckson

    11/1/2009

    Crazy Love

    Round and around we go.

    I remember when i first meet you .

    I used to be excited  to bad i would never guess what you would become .

    and i just cant take it .

    you cant decide if you love me or another .

    round and round we go .

    you say you love me  you say you hate me .

    you hit me you kiss me . today you want a ring .

    tomorrow you want me dead.

    I’m done .

    Shes gone

    The life we shared is over today. The memories we shared filled these picture frames surrounding me

    And now that your gone these memories fade and all is left is these empty picture frames.

    sleepless nights

    And as the thunder roars outside  and the sky cries.

    And when morning comes all that's left of us is these empty frames.

    Latitude.

    They say your  attitude determines your latitude,

    I'm high as a mothafucka fly as a mothafucka

    I will touch the sky i will dance in the clouds the stars will shine down on me .

    and if you stand with me or not . The music will play and we shall dance .

    for my attitude determines my latitude.

    So say what you want and do what you please.

    because i will be me. never will i cry again .

    when they say two wrongs don’t make a right .

    then we were never meant to be together.

    and this is ok .

    A fathers prayer . My son

    My words may not mean nothing to many but.

    its you i write to its you i hope to touch.

    Remember my words remember my thoughts .

    Thoughts of you when you look in the mirror see my eyes.

    se my pain as its legacy lives on in you .

    my life runs through your veins .

    My son .

    My love my everything .

    Young Anderson Jackson .

    10/29/2009

    brandon at the zoo

     

    Lions tigers and bears  oh my

    10/26/2009

    trouble

    No one I share

    No one to hold when the nights run long .

    When my days grow dark .

    No one to shed the tears of my past on .

    No one to whisper my dreams to .

    I share my world with so many but I share my life with no one.

    Friends fade .

    The thoughts I have for her I shouldn’t have.

    The thoughts of her I can never act upon.

    For something’s can never be undone.

    So I walk the path not taken .

    And with each passing step I walk away from her.

    Warning .

    I love her but she loves another.

    I love her but she needs another.

    I am but a watcher in her life .

    A hello a breathe in the moment of her life.

    I tell her I’ll wait for you .

    I’ll wait for you until you realize

    Realize that feelings like this will never change .

    The feelings in my heart will never fade

    Blah blah blah..

    10/24/2009

    the boy who dreamed to be the machine

    I told my self that I should never look back the things you loose were never yours the love you had was but a illusion nothing is forever her face will disappear as the memories you share fade alone I was born alone I will die
    10/14/2009

    life

    thought about things to day and despite the outcome i feel good about things.

    10/13/2009

    burn

     
     Its just not worth it  the ends do not justify the means.
     
     
    9/13/2009

    one

    Like us no one can do it like us .

    No one can fuck like us.

    No one can get the sheets wet like us.

    It doesn't matter if its night or day .

    No one can wake a bulding like us.

    No one can break a sweat like us .

    You on top slow grinding.

    Calling out to me .

    Hands down you're the best.

    No other girl can compare. You naked in a trench coat moaning

    How you want our love for a life time.

    Long or quick

    Slow or fast I cant get enough of you .