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    9/13/2009

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    Like us no one can do it like us .

    No one can fuck like us.

    No one can get the sheets wet like us.

    It doesn't matter if its night or day .

    No one can wake a bulding like us.

    No one can break a sweat like us .

    You on top slow grinding.

    Calling out to me .

    Hands down you're the best.

    No other girl can compare. You naked in a trench coat moaning

    How you want our love for a life time.

    Long or quick

    Slow or fast I cant get enough of you .

    9/11/2009

    Wolf pack

    Ok alright .

    Ok

    Alright.

    When they talk about me its

    Ok

    As they stare me down and want war is say its

    Alright.

    But press me and its war I never forgive nor do I forget.

    My hate runs deep the thoughts I have are horrific .

    As I smile looking my enemies in the eye.

    When they caught me I was alone two on my back three in front .

    The odds not in my favor as fist turned into shoes as bruises turned to blood.

    I saw flashes of light I tasted blood I tasted dirt as I layed there . As he kicked me while they held me down .

     

    I laughed for bitches run in packs. And my only thought was revenge. And when it was all said and done . my tooth laid next to me.

    My eye swollen shut and a blood vesle burst in the other .

    I mumbled Ok alright.

    As I spit blood ..

     

    These are my words this our story.

    I was unhappy for so long

    So many times I walked away

    I was searching for something

    But not knowing what I had to face.

    I would run from everything even you .

    I was afraid but this rainy day I stand at your door.

    Waiting to see you waiting for you to take me in.

    As the rain beat across my brow my knocks turned to desperation.

    My voice screeched through the air as I scream

    Im sorry.

    Coffee and donuts unfinished

    I'm in love with you

    The way I wish I could

    But loving you is wrong

    Loving you is right

    Its over love

    Its just begun.

    These are words you tell me. You have my heart on lock down .

    Do I fit your description for love. Can I be your victim. I want to be your prisoner for a life time.

    I want to do a lifetime in your arms.

    Tell her the truth

    Girl if you thought I wasn't a liar you were wrong.

    I know there is no excuse but I'm only human .

    Will you forgive me .

    I know it wasn't worth it.

    I'm telling the truth when I say

    Your forgiveness is all I need to breathe again .

    I turn my head to hide my tears from you .

    I cover my heart for the wound will not heal.

    Tell me truth are you gone forever .

    Tell me truth

    Is it over .

    Slow dance Hold me like this ….

    I was a little shy she grabbed my hand and said

    Hold me move with me .

    When we slow dance time belongs to us .

    Lock your hands in mine let me lay my head on your chest.

    Let this girl dream, dream of what could be.

    Let this girl want this moment to last for ever.

    As I slowly look up into your eyes . I whisper

    I love you . you reply as do I .

    A bond sealed with a kiss.

    Love

    Is a dance.

    Black Flag a murderous love story.

    You know me its always a love story .

    As I close my eyes and there you are.

    And when I open them it's the nightmare I call life that I see.

    With a gun in my lap . tears in my eyes I close my eyes one last time.

    Thinking of you the last kiss the last lust we share.

    But most of all the last I love you . one more moment of light before the blood

    Before the darkness.

     

    I see him in the darkness the devil and he will feel the wrath of this angel.

    As my mask lowers gun drawn I approach from behind and place the gun to the back of his head. With tears

    In my eyes I whisper I will touch you like you touched her.

    He screams no

    And as the shell hits the ground all that remains is the shell of a monster and the tears of a man

    9/4/2009

    I’m Fucked

    MY major malfunction .

    Where did I go wrong lord. I'm fucked in the head broken on all fronts . I am a self for feeling prophesy marriage wasn't for me I'm so angry I returned back to this state but only darkness and gloom has followed me. A string of bad luck and ended relationships. Torn friendship as I look through my phone and see no one but everyone I delete name after name for they are everyone and no one. And the funny thing is I'm not even a thought in there world . I allow my self to listen to the past a past I cant have yet I'm a fool to think more than the ashes of the past my feelings aren't able to be reborn. So why do I try look at pictures of the past and cause nothing but pain the shaking of my hands the deep breathing of my chest as I realize the truth. As I burn the pictures of you and you and you . its like a knife across my wrist bleed out die leave not a note for a note they will never read. Lord as I see my self in the mirror I see death looking back at me . I see me laying in a pool of my blood hand draped over the tub . eyes white as snow the rank smell of death . for days pass and no one knows of my passing.

    I lost my innocence when did I become everything I hate when did I become something I despise. Darkness does walk amongst men.

    9/3/2009

    For the record I still love another

    If you only knew

    If you only knew the things I'd do for you.

    If you only knew .

    The feelings I feel for you .

    I'm so tired of waiting .

    I wait and wait for these feelings to fade for you .

    I can t help but wait for the love we share to pass through my hands.

    I cried I died I lied to my self telling my self you could be replaced.

    But lie I couldn't believe .

    Broken we are lost I am .

    I love you 2k9

    When I found out you were leaving me .

    I sat up all night thinking of all the things we went through.

    All these memories I know you can hear me when I say I love.

    If I could step into a time machine . I would only go back a day to say I love you.

    We go back way not back but way back .

    Late night fights a bite here a bite there always ending in a sweet embrace .

    These sweet memories , memories I know you can hear me when I say I love you.

    You mended my wounds you gave love to my heart when no other dared

    You screamed my name out with the love and passion that only two lovers could share.

    I loved watching you stumble out of bed weak in the knees addicted to me like iwas addicted to you.

    Always wanting more.

    All these sweet memories can you hear me .

    When I say I love you.