Silver B@ck

June 26^th I got that call the call that can bring a man to his knees.

A stranger on the other end of the phone telling me death is coming.

And coming tears fell down my eyes no one to turn to no one to lean on

I cried and cried for her .

As I boarded the plane with death my final destination.

A brother I would be a father I feared I would become a leader to a son.

Me and him standing over her the mother to us both.

July 4^th she made the turn around

July 4^th her reign as my mother will continue.

To lose your mother is to take away your creator  your first and your only

Hero.

 

 

D@rkchild.  

I watch and watch as the sun falls and the moon rises.

i see the shit you go through i see it all and what i don't see i'm told.

i see the verbal abuse soon to be the physical.

love him he says

love you , you want

and as his words strike your heart you look to his eyes for more .

but what you need is the beast

to  be your might your heart be the kindness the softer side.

not the trash that he makes you think you are.

 

 

Silver B@ck  

Never again …..  A song I love.

 

Never again will I call upon a love I lost.

Never again. Will hold her near me my eyes to her eyes.

Chest to chest my breath hers .

Never again. Will I

Walk down a road so hard. Where love is blind and pain can see it all.

I cried for ya

I professed my love for ya.

Ya

Ya don’t know what I’ve seen

So much you could say I’ve gone crazy.

Crazy when all that’s color fades to black and white.

So crazy that whats up is down what dead is alive . when

I look to my past its my future. And my future is my past.

Past

My past two steps behind me my past

I feel with every breath my past whispers in my ear

As I race to tomorrow I can hear her grasping at my soul.

For her hunger is veracious her lust is unquenchable she called the hunger.

Tell me

Its ok to be you .

I remember all the goodtime through the bad.

And its ok to come home to me . Forgiveness is

In my eyes as I hold you bye my side.

Let me wipe those stream of tears away. For I can see it in your eyes.

That you still want me.

And I can feel it in your warm embrace. And the more I see you i know I want you . 

Mirror mirror

On the wall who is the D@rkiest of them all.

Why the heart of darkness lives in a boy who became a

Man . And the man who would become the child. His voice

Soft his steps light his might unmatched his heart filled with stories to tell.

 

 

 

Bonnie & Clyde.

 

A love letter cell to cell.  I see you but I can’t touch you .

I feel you yet I fear I will forget you . As I stand but inches from your lips . As I stand but a breaths kiss away I hunger for the touch . My lips remember as my mind fantasizes .  

I ‘mthe boy  in love with a girl just like me.

I’m gonna touch the sky  with the love in her eyes.

She’s gonna be me my bride .

She’s gonna be the type that’s a good  girl but not.

And when she kisses me its like the first time. And when she

Looks in my eyes she’ll see her dying day in my arms.

For the love will share is endless until the last and beyond.

Because she’s by my side.

I am good.

 

 

Dreamer I am D@rkchild am.. 

Dry your eyes.

You know how to make me smile .

Mom  I know your pain runs deep  and I know you’ve lost all that you knew.

But you still have me. And so let me dry your eyes for you still have me by your side.

And I just want to say I love you .

14 and you and I kicked to the curb with my brother but I still smile.

An apartment with nothing yet I still smile.

So dry your eyes mom as you lay at night crying for I

Love you.

As we count pennies in the back of the car . I smile as we walk home car less carrying bags of groceries. I smiled.

You know how to make me smile  for I always had you and you had me.

You’re my heart and I your strength so don’t give up on me just yet.

I love you .

  

My girl

Allow me to set the streets on fire the D@rkchild way.

Because she’s the object of my affections.

Not that I found you I’ll never let you get away.

I’ll never look the other way .

I’ve dated many but loved few.

I’ve stolen hearts and had mine stolen.

But when I meet you .

I knew I’d never let you getaway

My hands shall be my anchors my heart shall be the chains.

For you will be mine. My angel to be my wife to be.

 

D@rkness falls…

  

A long time coming.

Its been along time but I came back with a  pen in my hand.

A trying year with a trying story to tell.

Perhaps my mind is addicted to the dark side.

Perhaps happiness lives in the sea of sadness.

For my heart needs healing once again .

As I lay face down on the battle field of life.

Hurt and gasping for the courage to rise.

On the verge of my demise. I save my last breathe for you

For you to give my fading heart its life to give my shatter mind its focus.

And my hands the strength to release me from deaths grip.

As I lay here I hear the voices of the fallen.

Telling me to rise.

 

D@rkchild 

 

feeling sick today what a bi ......

 

 

 

 

Something special unforgettable D@rkchild the return.

Momma I’m live in the sky

With the angels look to the sky if you want me .

Momma I’m your baby but your baby has a dream mamma

A dream to married and be a father to be.

To hold the ones I love to kiss my children goodnight.

But Momma

Till my dream comes true I’ll love those who love me.

I love the girls in my life from the ones I wed to the ones I bed.

To the ones that left me in tears.

But this is where I live in the stars above.

D@rkchild  

Oh don’t even look at me these days.

For the end is near

Touch me leave your name etched my soul

Leave you face burnt into my mind. And the feelings I have for you

Deep in my heart.

Nothing has changed from the day you said bye.

Nothing but the days the scars on my life 365 24 7

I see your face in the mirror in the sky in the eyes of everyone I see.

I am

D@rkchild...  

Some times you have to re invent the name sometimes you have to re invent the word.