Tape you .

Don’t be ashamed  lights camera action

You don’t have to be shy for me .

I just want to tape you

I just want to  tape your every move 
You’re the star you’re the one I want .

Don’t worry I won’t tell a soul .

Action.

Go slow tease me have me saying

More and more….

Ok the cameras off  I swear…..

 Inspired by N.E.R.D. song tape you….

In love with a friend . In love with a friends girl.

I know a dark tale. Her name well

Her name doesn’t matter.

So what am I supposed to do as I come over and see them sitting on the couch.

And when he gets up to leave she looks at me from a distance and her eyes tale the story .

2am she calls and its her and the first words out of her mouth I want you . I listen and reply and I’m sure he wants you to . She moans but  every time I see you I can’t help but think of you and ever time I see you I can’t help but touch you . You’re my first thought and my last. And I reply and he must be in the middle. What about the ring when he got on one knee and said he loved you . And you said yes. Am I supposed to ignore  all of that you reply that has nothing to do with me and you .  And with those words I wonder about love……..

August 29^th another day or is it

Where do I begin where do I end.

Where does the line end and begin .

A ring has no beginning nor a end .

So it should be endless. Like a days the begin

But whose to say they really. As the world turns day turns into night

And it all blurs together . So I ask is August 29^th just another day or is it

That much more.

Truth or dare the D@rkchild way.  

I have a game we can both play but if you don’t mind

I’d like to change the game . All you can do is dare

So lets begin .

I dare ya to shake it up . Do a lil turn and show me all that I lust for  ..

Dare

My turn

I dare you to come closer and kiss my neck while you hold me tight . And whisper

Your deepest desires into my ear.

Yes

Yes ,yes more …..

I can bet that I dare

I dare you to make every desire to come true.

Oh I will and I have a new game…

Now..

 

 

D@rkchild Exclusive. ….

Best friend

 

I’ve seen a lot of things in my life

Made a lot of mistakes  you’ve always been my best friend.

The love of my life your every thing to me you’ve never left my

Side and for that you will always be my best friend.

And now its time  you know that I care for you .

So common you know I can’t take it anymore .

So common I know u want this because I can see this in your eyes

I can try  not be so excited .

But when I kissed you  I told you I can’t take it .

Me and you all alone I love it when your on top of me as kissing turns to a slow grind.

I’m D@rkchild and I can’t take it anymore

If you’d tell me yes I’d lay you down
If you’d tell me yes I’d travel your body twice over .

So let your body steal the show . You’ve had my attention from the very first time I

Laid eyes on you .

So when I ask for your love all I ask is that u  say

Yes.

Because it seems like your ready…..

 

Exclusives always have a follow up..

 

How come you don’t see me as you see them .

How come when I call you don’t answer anymore

How come you call him and not me. How come

When I reach out to you your holding another how

Come when the pain gets to deep I drown my emotions

With drink after drink how come the emotions I hold inside.

I find my self walking the mile by myself blurred vision by the tears

. How come no one will stand by my side.

I may be in crowd of many but I still stand alone . I make choices

Choices that are unhealthy for me . Yet I reach and reach and your hand I never

See. Do you hear these pleas for help ,help

But your hand is held by another .

How come you don’t see me as you see them

 

Imagine the greatest love story of all.

Imagine two  who loved each other so much they only wanted to be one

Imagine the love we would share I’m in a city of thousands and your voice is all I hear

I could stand out over a see of people but your eyes are all that would catch my attention

Imagine a story where two were meant to be but the world saw it  different. Imagine that she loved him so  much that life wasn’t the same before him . And for him he couldn’t breathe with out seeing her imagine a day is just a day until he tasted her lips imagine a world with out love and that’s how he felt with out her.

And so let the story begin when they meet he knew that he loved her so and she knew the same. There love ran pure for as long as time would permit then one day .He doubted not his love but her happiness. And so he let her go and tears fell from her eyes. She mourned him as if he had died. And he cried out her name for years to come . Soon she forgot of his love and she found another,  another who promised her all that the first gave her . On her terms time passed and the two loved each other and soon his wishes were for to be his for her to share his name .  While the other searched and searched for the treasure he lost in the eyes of another . And all routes brought him back to her . Yet  he would never travel that path again . He thought he found it in the eyes of one . But she to would leave him for the arms of another She now has the name of another he left hand branded with gold one right of her pinky. And her voice no longer echoes back through my phone. But back to the story. This he found out Christmas while sitting in an Washington DC. Airport Merry Christmas…  He left her there in that airport never to speak to her again . And as he sat there it all came to him the mistakes made the lessons learned. He allowed himself to be tricked out his treasures. So he set out on the quest to come home . Home, home is all he thought about . He looked at time as something that can be undone. A lesson that he will soon learn that can’t be undone. His will can’t bring about the change of time it can’t undo tears . On the eve of his return she learns of his return her heart filled with mix emotions . Does love still live in her heart. Is it me to forgive him or to let him go . With that in mind she faces him . In his mind it is but a day since that last saw each other . He talks  of the past and she talks of the present. I love another and he replies I love but you . As tears roll down his eyes . She asks have you found what you were looking for he replies I found it and let it go not knowing what I had. She replies I’m sorry  leaving him standing there . Lost with out purpose with out and understanding. That love is not forever. As she to dawned the ring of another .With heart in hand he turned and disappeared into the shadows….And on that day one man became two. One mortally wounded . And so we lay to rest he who loved and learned to late . That what he thought was never his.. And the child he left behind D@rkchild the remains of Brandon… One day I will unearth you again rest easy in your tomb till love awakens you again.

 

Confessions… Part I

I think about you  all the time .

I think about you and me  I think about the

Love we could share I think about the smiles you would

Bring me and those I’d give you each and every day . I’ve thought

About tomorrow I’ve thought about months from now I’ve thought about

If I could tell you all of this .

You

You are my dreams you

Have stolen  my thoughts

You are my superstar

And I am your number 1 fan 

As your number one fan I will show you how

Super you u are . I adore you .

 

Now you know how I feel and with out you my life stands

Still. So will you be my superstar.

 

Signed your number 1 fan ….

D@rkchild...

 

 

 

Confessions Part II

 

She know that I’m unfaithful and my heart belongs to another .

Why did I have to lie why did I stay so long when I loved another .

Days would pass and you’d call telling me to come over and I would come

Up with excuses as my love for you would pass me bye. I don’t want to do this

I don’t want to hurt you anymore I don’t want to be the killer of our love. When my

Feelings aren’t there anymore.
And then you walked out the door and now I wonder was I the one was I the fool.

When I found the letter from him I knew that you loved him and our relationship was a lie. It spanned back so far back . And here I didn’t want to hurt you yet you were always hurting me .

 

Are you not entertained .

You read and read about my felonious exploits you read and read about my ups my downs my hopes my dreams my tears . And  I ask are you not entertained .  What more can I say what more can I do . What will entertain you  what will make you smile for my heart to be broken one more time for me to fall emotionally or physically.

Will that make you smile when you read my tears across the webpage. Will that make you check every day will that make you smile when your day passes you bye . 

 

The show must go on…..

 

Slave for the feeling

 

 

A slave to the feeling

My heart chained my soul imprisoned for which you have the key

I hold my breathe as you walk by my cell . I call out to you

Have mercy on me let me go I’ll promise to be what you want me to be just let me go

Let my soul

Let my heart free. I’ve bleed out so much I’ve touched death with all that I’ve seen .

Now what will be the end of my punishment will I be free of the feelings . And if not then death I welcome the

Do you Care  Blue Stars…..

Why do I care on why do I

Why do fight why do I

Try so hard to breath when my insides crawl

With the thoughts of you why do I bother to think about you

She says let go she says I don’t need you Yes our bond will forever last Love you

I question the thought I’m supposed to but I doubt the feeling . I hold the phone sometimes

I look at your number yet I never call

I hang up the phone and ask

Why do I care why do I

Why do I fight the feelings I have for the

The hardier I breath the more my insides crawl

With the thought of you why do I bother

When you don’t

 

The train …

Can you hear the thunder can you see the fire 

Let it burn let the sounds drown out your screams listen and listen

I claim up with the sound of the thunder look for the train look for the fire in the distance

I’ve fallen from this train I was so happy a passenger looking out the window looking at all those who wish they could be .

And with in a breathe I’ve fallen in a breathe I’m them as I stand on the tracks  looking for the train for which I belong . I want more I want to be  So I stand on these tracks looking into the distance . As I run following the tracks I see they split do I chase the path I knew or do I have the courage to take a new path . I thought I could travel the path with her but her path and mine will never cross……

Love me tonight

I just want to know who will love you through the night .

Who will be there in the morning  when the sun chases away the night .

Look in the mirror what do u see a diseased mind. A sick infectious person .

And so I ask who will love you for the rest of your life.  You rock back and forth holding your  hand  the walls you call home the walls are your cell. Your room 6 x6  no colors no pictures just a cold feeling with a window to the hall way .

Who will love u

Not I …

The attempted murder of D@rkchild.

11:45pm I’m walking to my car and I see a shadow pass bye.

As I get in my car turn the key  track 10 comes on Times grinds to a halt.

With a knife to my neck I’m told get out . I sit there in shock  as he hits me . Are listen to me get out do you want to die. He promises me death he promises me pain .  Now I would never die over a car . But when pressed with life and death  . I chose life as I opened the door he moved the knife from my throat. I slammed the car door into him then the fight ensued as he fell back the knife came out his hands and slide under the clipse. As blow  after blow was given and taken As I reached for the knife he slammed my head into the door . And ran as I laid there looking up to the stars . As the night came in and out as sound came in and out I got to my feet. Blood seeping from my scalp . My heart searching for its pace. A war I fought but part of me  didn’t get up a part of me is still laying in the parking lot.  As someone walking by came to my aid .  The ambulance checked me out besides bruising and a gash on my head I’ll live. My legacy could have fallen that day who would missed me then. Who would have cried for me who would  have watched my casket lowered into that shallow tomb. Who would stand there and say they loved me who would have mourned me . Would my enemies stand there would they cry for me would the smile at my fate . Never the less   Brandon Jackson  fought for his life never the less I touched death . 

I must regain the legacy I lost….

 

For death waits for no man .

Today of all days i need you . Yet i can't seem to grasp your gone .

Today i need a friend .

 

hard times are ahead and the fight has taken its toll......

Kryptonite

 

She says with every touch I take over her heart and soul.

She tells me I’d never cheat on you . Yet I’ll cheat on him with you .

When he calls I lie just so I can see you . He sees the way I look at you

When you call I can’t help but want to come over . I wish he was you and I wish

That we were together yet your heart won’t open for me and so I’ll take what I can get.

Lust over love….

D@rkchild

 

D@rk

        Child ….

Her eyes I find my self looking deep I find my self looking so deep

Into her eyes. Is it her smile is it her laugh when she looks at me I crumble

Before her feet . Can she see my weakness for her can she feel my emotions through

My eyes as I stare into her eyes.

 

 

Hey  do you

 Do you

Still love her

Tell me and I will help you win  her heart

Tell me how much you care for her tell me and she will be yours

Do you still think of her

Do you still wonder about her 

Can you see her smile can you feel her touch .

Do you still listen to songs you shared  . Do you

Its ok

Its ok to let your heart show its emotions

Just tell me and it will be yours ….

 

 

If I were to say yes it would be a lie….

 

Brandon Jackson…..

Time does heal all wounds….

 

 

Jackson

 

 

My last name my gift 

My gift to you  my name my legacy

My name tarnished by those who came before me .

But with you by my side my name will be something

My name my heart my bloodline .

The gift the name

Jackson

Take it with this ring with these words I promise

With these words I give my life un to you .

Take it for every breath from now till my death is yours

Marry me Love me

And stand by my side. And together

We shall rise and rise.

 

Jackson the gift

 

2^nd no 3^rd Chances.

 

Its all I ask for it all I wish for

Mistakes made chances were taken pain was given

Wounds heal

Push

Push through the pain push through the guilt

Answer the calls answer the letters listen to the words

Hear the sorrow  hear the pain in the apology hear the answers

To the questions you never got

Push

Push through it all and give a 2^nd no 3^rd chance.

Push

 

Push it to the limit .

I push and I push

Push my heart push my mind to the limit .

I push with every breath to have what I can’t have

I push and I push to find what I lost. Days pass

Months pass  years pass. And yet I still push

I thought I found what I lost but what I lost wasn’t mine

So I pushed and I pushed hoping I could make it mine .

But I was  wrong I put my heart into it and came out empty handed

So as my heart hurts as my mind cries out . I know that in order to get through it

I have to push

Push

Push it to the limit .

 

I would give you my heart at the drop of a dime . And push the love I have to the limit…..

My world is yours.