Lights camera action .

Its my show my life the days the nights.

The life I lead the show you want to be on .

The cast you love you admire.

Its me the king of the streets the child you love to hate.

So

Lights camera action.

The opening theme song to the ending credits.

I will live a life un known to many feared by few

But the love of my life

My leading lady my future  my present my past

See the story listen to the soundtrack of my life.

 

 

First of all let me say my poems aren’t about the loves I’ve lost more about the loves I’ll have.

I like love

I love the first kiss

The first phone call that last for hours on end.

The conversation that you just don’t want to end as hours pass

You know its love.

From the first time she says she loves you and you in return .

From the first time she laid in your arms.

And dreamed of your future together.

Where she named your children and tears fell down her eyes

Because she never felt so loved in any other mans arms.

 

Can you keep a secret like me.

Tell no one of our love .

Tell no one the thoughts you have of me.

Tell no one you long for my touch

Tell no one my words seep in your mind and live in your dreams.

And when your eyes lock on mine  I can see your feelings both hidden and visible. I see the pain of the past the wants and desires of your broken heart.

Can you keep a secret

When I see you my mind goes crazy with the lust for your body

Can you see the tears in my eyes for you’re the woman of my dreams.

You’re the love

The love of a life time.

 

 

 

  

Rolling

D@rkchild

I’m back

It all starts with the turn of a key .

Look back and then I’m gone . music playing windows down

Sun roof up engine roaring. I see you at the light with your man as you stare me down

His eyes glow with hate. i smile and  laugh . He revs and gives me the look of death . I palm the wheel and zone out the light turns green. He’s gone I follow. 1^st the engine revs the mirrors vibrating from the beat of the music. As my breathe I hold for it may be my last. 2^nd were neck and neck passing street after street fearing for the law fearing for a wreck. 3^rd he’s beat and he backs down. And as we roll to the next light. He laugh and yells but she’s still mine. If he only knew she mouthed me her number would he still smile.

The streets my play ground..

 

 

 

Rock star

D@rkchild

I can see the lights I can hear the crowds scream

And scream my name  the monster lives the lover the fighter the survivor .

The  rock star the man that’s seen it all the man that’s walked the long road of life.

The man that’s lived loved died and lived again .

A man that sings out his hearts desires a man that loves but is loved not.

A man who lived in the past but dreams for the future .

Aka the

Rock star. 

 

Ashes to ashes

And dust to dust.

She won’t be the death of me

She won’t be my undoing its me

My heart corrupted my mind scared

Never to be remembered my words forgotten.

The hits will fade the words will merge to one thought.

If continue

I

Continue on the path written

I’ll bury my self.

Ashes to ashes. 

Victory

The sun doesn’t shine forever but as long as it shines

My eyes will forever see the future bestowed on me.

You by my side.

My foes at my feet my past to m back my future at my fingertips.

The sun to my face the stars in my eyes.

For these are my dreams you by my side .

Victory I claim

Defeat I know not

For

Victory stand by my side

She holds my hand she stands by me

Wrong or right .

She is and will forever be

My one my only.

Trophy.

 

  

The last Motherfucker breathing.

I awoke with my enemies plotting my death .

Grabbing my chest for its beat call out for hell.

Can you feel the knives can you see the wounds . of a war torn man called me .

Can you see the sorrow in my eyes.

Can you see the end for I am

The last

The last motherfucker breathing.

 

 

Encore

When the pen fall there shall be no more.

No more D@rkChild no more J@dis sons of me.

My alter egos the dreamer the lover the hero the villain .

So when the pen hits the floor and my last is now my first.

When my dreams fade and my nightmares begin .

Know that I came I saw I conquered.

I wrote I touched friend and foe.

So as my music fades so does the name

The legend D@rkchild.

So does J@dis.

And so begins a new

Angel of man.

Hero to few

Lover of one.

Father of many

Son of  two

Brother

Man

Child

Dream.

I'm tired of looking behind

i'm tired of the pain i carry in my chest .

i'm so tired of what i see

 

Zodiac Kings.II

I hear he lies

I hear he makes you cry. And when your tears fall its my number you dial .

And when your tears fall its my door you knock on.

With bruises on your sides its me you want to hold.

I can’t stand to see you cry my love.

Days pass and  your fear I feel and my strength is yours.

Let my body be your shield let my hands unleash your rage.

For I stand for you a King .

For a Queen. 

 

Long live the Zodiac Kings..

D@rkchild & J@dis.

 

 

Darkchild   In the Epic …. I want you !!!!   My feelings for you are no secret. I’m tired of holding these feelings deep inside. I just want you to know how I feel. Your just my type and with you by my side I Just want to say I Love you . If you could see my hearts dreams. You would know Holding you was oh so right. But know your gone. And all I do is dream of you…. R@nk1

 

Me & my Girlfriend. Bonnie and Clyde. IV Look for me boy with the heart of a monster. And her fallen angel. My mind unstoppable her heart un breakable. Lie on me tell her lies. And see the rage she brings upon you . My might is only matched by her heart for which I protect. She dreams of me. Lust for me . Cares for me . So I put this on my life. No one will ever come between us. For you are my one and only My girlfriend.

 

Some say my words are cursed with sadness.

So I decided to shine some light on the the child.

Today’s poem is brought to you by the letter D… Bunnies

And flowers

Flowers and bunnies. Can you smell the flowers can you hear the birds

Chirp to you . I like to run and play and say g’ wizzz

I’m so happy..

 

 

God that was painful....

 

She’s on my mind.

I awoke with her on my mind.

Running through my mind like meth head strung out on the streets.

I’m sick like a herion addict arms all shot up with the shakes teeth falling out .

Hair matted eyes glazed.

I’ve talked to the reaper I’ve talked to the devil

I’ve made deals with god.

I’ve held a pistol to my head and a knife to my wrist.

A pill in my mouth and rope to my neck.

I got the sniffles from a deviated septum from lines of cocaine

Get the spiders of me can you see them like I see them . do you hear the voices like I do. I can’t find a vein to stick

I got a hunger in my stomach like a dope head.

And when you find me pray that I’m dead..

Love is like a drug you can die from its withdraws.

And sometimes you’ll do anything to get it .

Stay love free…

 

D@rkchild...

.

 

Teach me II Lessoned learned.

D@rkchild...

Love again  teach me not for I am the man I want to be. There are

No dreams just nightmares. The wrongs I do guard my heart from you  as your hand I want not for the silence of the abyss keeps you at bay .

For loving you I know is wrong wanting you is my sickness.

Let him be your man let him be your husband your one

Your last for the dream he dreams will be my nightmare.

And when you eyes close and my face appears may I be forever a memory

May my name fade in the wind may my name be but a faint whisper.

And may my last words to you be

“goodbye forever”

 

D@rkchild.

Teach me

Teach me to love again

Teach me to be the man of your dreams

Show me right when I do wrong .

Give me your hand so that I can give you my words

My heart my emotions.

Tell me that loving you isn’t wrong.

Tell me that I can be your man

No tell me that I can be your husband.

Your one and only

The love you dream of the love you want me

To be.

Pierce my pride break through my stubbornness

Break me down to the beginning.

Where I’m just a man and you a girl.

I want to say

“I love you”

J@dis

D@rkchild VS J@dis

In

Darkness & Light

The dark brings you back to a child.

The darkness holds your fear.

And the light shall be my salvation.

In the darkness lived my heart my confusion.

About my mother and father.

The distance between my sister.

The darkness holds the answers to why

I think the way I do .

The shadows hold my hand through life.

I’ve walked into the abyss a child

Came out half monster half man.

For when I look deep into the abyss I see me

A child chained by the past.

 

 

The light. Brings about the hope.

The light is my dream

For which I close my eyes and run to.

Where my hearts darkness lives not.

Where I’m loved more than hated.

Where my enemies know not my face.

Where my tears never reach the my cheeks .

Where love lives where all my wrongs are undone.

Where my heart and mind are free of pain.

The light allows me to love to trust to write the future.

To put her in my arms to wed a woman

To rasie my youth

To be

More than I thought I could ever be.

To be J@dis.

I like it ..

they say you'll hurt me

but i just can't leave you alone.

your smile i want your touch makes me feel at home.

your kiss has me

you eyes have me.

and when were one i know

feelings like this can't be crazy

as your rise then fall moans you hear from wall to wall.

you slur when you speak god you scream

jesus i am not.

J@dis i am

you don't have to take them off just move them to the side.

i love from the side the back the top to the bottom.

as long as i get to pull your hair.

sometimes i go fast 

sometimes i go slow.

 

To know

To know how I feel .

Is it better to keep my heart to my self

Is it better to lie to my self and deny my self a smile.

I look at you from a distance and whisper is it .

Better to know that I’m hurting with out you .

And as you walk away I ask my self what can I tell you

What can I do to make you turn around what can I say to have you

Open your heart once again and be by my side.

Days come days go and all I do is think of you and me

Is it better to know .

 

The return of the alter Ego

I’ve had my share of women 

But you were the first to steal me with a smile

You were the one to make me risk it all.

My world my dreams.

As I looked into your eyes I saw tomorrow.

For the feeling I have for you can’t be replaced.

 

 

My feelings will never fade

No matter the weather my as long as the sun shines

We’ll shine together.

Your like a dream to me .

Your smile I could never compare for your smile I long for.

Your kiss I desire your touch I lust for .

For dreams come and go .

Won’t you be my

Cinderella

My mind has drawn a blank.....

 

 

so whatever.....