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Press play hear the intro hear the speakers rumble as my life’s anthem plays.

Press play and turn the volume up .

Let my birth let my death play through the city

Let the rearview mirror shake let the trunk rumble. 

Hear me see me .

I knew form a child what I would see would forever stay with me

The tears of a beaten mother the pain of a forsaken sister.

A father touched bye man never the same.

Pause

As the choirs sings to the angels above

Sing to the stars the sun .

Sing to those who watch over me sing to those who I will wrong .

And tell them I’m sorry for all I’ve done.

Sing to my ex sing to my future love .

Allow my heart to beat to the rhythm of the song .

Let my heart play on and on.

God’s stopped it twice god’s scarred my face my heart

My mind but the music plays on .

But days like this the music fades

Days like this my heart can’t follow the beat

Days like this

I wonder if the song will end.

Days like this I wonder if I’m the one that will push stop.

 

D@rkchild

Back to the wall

My back to the wall enemies amongst me .

Trust no one  surrounded by 39 and the mirror is all I trust.

Accused but innocent .

Your friend falls by there own sword.

Yet you seek someone to blame look to your left and there I stand.

You think if I don’t see it coming my end will come give me my papers

And as they did I will do the same.

But know this my back remains against the wall.

No knife no bullet shall pierce my back if you want me .

Come for me eye to eye.

Let me see the enemy before my eyes.

Friends  are far and few.

 

 

 

First we broke up

Then we made up then you said bye

I cried are love

Died this I know

This you know

But know that I see

That you and I will never be free

For a child share my name and your looks

They call me father and you mother

This I know

This you know

I hate you and you hate me

Long Nights

Wake to the sun fall to the stars

See me in the light hear me in the dark.

Through the day I collect knife after knife .

And when I’m home my blood I spill

When I’m home my wounds never heal

For when day comes I watch my back to see

Those who wish me wrong smile to my face

And aim for my heart .

I can fall this I know

I can never rise this I know .

But I can bring you down with me .

 

 

 

I loved a drug addict …

I loved her but she loved the needle she loved the pipe.

I’d give her my last dollar and she would steal m last dollar.

Let me help

Let me be the one to guide you out the darkness.

Yet she tried to pull me down with her

Lead me not to my death lead me to my rebirth.

When do you turn your back

When do you let go

When does her face mean nothing.

When does it mean nothing

When does the life you shared mean nothing.

When your at the stop light and see her walking.

Do you stop do you go do you stare.

Or watch her image disappear with a glare.

I loved her

She loved Meth….

 

 

Anytime I

My eyes closed the music playing .

I can go back days months years.

I can go back to when we meet I can go back

To the first time I saw you from afar

Do you remember me  as I remember you .

When you were just a girl and I just a boy . 

When the feelings we shared were untouched by the world

When a kiss was a kiss and I love you

Was just that.

Close your eyes and see me as I see you

Close your eyes and kiss me as I kissed you.

And we shall forever live in the moment

When two became one .

When I was yours and you were mine.

I love you .

 

D@rkchild.

 

 

 

In the Mood .

I just wish I could hold you

As your slipping though my fingers.

As I call you reply I  miss you

You call and say I love you .

But your never there .

I can’t pour my heart out to a phone .

I can’t love the voice

I need you here I

Want you  here .

Call me foolish but I still

I still love you .

Bran/D@r

 

 

I fear not the car  i fear not the road just what i become when merged with the two. ...

 

The Outro  My hands empty my heart broken . My pockets lined with the dust of man . I feel like it’s the end I feel deaths nock I wake with in a nightmare No pain no gain  you say No happiness no life no happiness No smiles . Trust in God the dollars says Trust in the world I say . Open your eyes and see the world  as it dies. Live for your self the masses say touch those who touch you . Bury those who oppose you . Bleed out into the streets know my name For its yours know my name for its

Beautiful girl

We can never be

You’ll have me going crazy for you

I remember

I remember the day you stole my heart

Beautiful girl

I cried and cried when you left my side

Oh lord my girl

My girl is driving me crazy so damn crazy

 

 

KarmaII

 

My life is cinematic

Can you feel me can you touch me can you hear me

Can you love me .

My heart belonged to a dream that could never be.

She told me she loved me

But she showed me that we could never be

I don’t want to feel this way

Can’t function can’t breathe because I’m so empty in side

As the movie draws to a end so do we

She showed me  that we could never be

Even though she loved me

Phone calls of love ended in pain

Faith

Had no happy end.

 

Bartender

I broke to with my girl and now I’m sitting before you

Asking fro some love

Bartender pour me another as I turn to see the ladies

But none have caught my eye . I turn back around and ask for another . Then you say what your name I reply Brandon is what they call me . You sighed and replied I like .  I smiled and as read her name off her name badge. She said something about you I want to know . Question after question she asked . And then she told me I get off a quarter to three would you wait for me .

3:15 she walked out purse and hand I sat on the hood music playing as she slowly walked up to me. Tugged at my shirt and said follow me lets continue this conversation at my house I’m not far. I replied lead the way …….

 

What do you know about   What do you know about the struggles of my life. What do you know about me waking up to seeing my sister And then the next day she’s gone. She’s gone from my life. If only the last time I saw her I told her If only the last time is saw her I told her I loved her. I would have looked into  her eyes. I would have remembered her smile her laugh her walk but I didn’t.                                                                             D@rko the child

 

Ready to Die                                          Ask not for tommorrow ask not for today Ask for the cold wind that follows death Ask for the angels Ask for the  collector of souls . Leave my shell behind for the family to admire To cry over to bury  . to visit year to year and beg for its return. But know the mind died know the heart died Years before the body Years before the soul . I say no goodbyes for I will see you all soon.

 

She says She says she’s so tired. Of living she says that She can never go home for her wounds will never heal. She says no matter how many times she wipes away her tears More will come. Her wings no longer touch the sky her faith no longer lives with in For all that she’s seen time can no longer erase. Now she remains Caged with in her mind   D@rkchild

Nothing ever changes.

These days my mind worries so .

I want to turn to you but you turn to another.

I want you to listen to my thoughts. But when I cry out for you

Another has your ear. Listen to his calls his wants his dreams .

But know yours I hold dear yours I remember. Yours I’ve thought of before mine.

Wanting you is wrong but my heart knows its right.

I can’t believe this is how we ended it.

 

 

 

Hate ME

Its me the D@r ck the child the I lead by example.

If I fall learn from my mistakes if I rise follow my path .

If I cry wipe one tear but feel the pain of the other. See what I see and you will know what See the scars the weight of my world has left on my shoulders. Hear my bones crack hear my heart rumble in my chest as I beg for each step I take.

D@rkchild

 

D@rkM@n

I heard you

I heard you found out her name I heard you found out

He cheated. I heard you cried I heard he loved her so .

I heard

I heard she’s pregnant . Now

Do you recall

Do you recall the tears in my eyes when you lied

Do you recall the pain I felt when I was you .

When I heard

When you broke me

When you left me for dead when you left me wanting what another had

All the time.

Thomas Crown     

  Affair.

D@rkchild

In my own words

Love came with blue eyes love came with green eyes

Love came with brown eyes.

Love came 5ft 5 love came 5ft 2

Love came with sadness love came with a smile.

It started with a email it started with a hello love started with a phone call.

Me and you no closer two .

You my saint  and I your hero .

My faith lived in your heart my strength lived in your eyes

And when it all came to a end

You were gone just a memory

You remember the time .

Do you remember the time you said that you loved me the way I am

Broke with out a dime in my pocket.

My car with out a radio 

My car shocking you when you touch the door.

My paint job an embarrassment at the stop light.

Do you

You remember the time

When love meant everything when everything meant nothing.

I remember you not to sexy not to hot but you were mine.

Now things changed I’m rolling gt’d up money in the bank

You hotter than any girl could be.

But know this I’ll always like you the way you are.

Remember my love will always be free….

Live in the sky

If I could die today I’d want to live

I’d want to live in the sky

For my mother I hope I live in the sky death

Will come to my door and when I answer I pray it’s a angel

Reaching for my hand wanting me to return to my home

My home in the sky.

And when I’m home in the sky to my brother I love. To my mother I admire

My sister I’ll miss and my father I pity.

When the sky cries its me wanting to be bye your side.

And know I’m watching over you from the heavens above.

I thought I cried on earth but in heaven my tears fall like rain from the sky.

For its not your story its yours and yours its everyone’s story that makes me cry.

To the child alone in the world . To wife alone while her spouse is in the arms of another.

To mother who lost her one begotten son.

I’m crying for you all so look to the sky…

 

D@rkchild & Brandon

Brandon let me tell you about this girl.

Eyes you could look into for a life time.

D@rkchild let me tell you about this girl

A nice lil tattoo where only few can see.

You to my girl she’s my world .  
I meet her awhile ago and at first she was just a girl

Like any other in my world. But then Brandon

She walked bye and caught my eye. And from then on I was hooked.

And now when I hear her name I smile . when she walks bye I I can’t help

But have thoughts I shouldn’t have. Me to I’m happy for you and I for you .

Hope is her name .

 

 

D@rkchild the difference…..

This the end don’t worry he’s dead.

Hate me  the return

This is my left my right my night my light

My curse my addiction my needle in my vein the gun

To the back of my throat pull the trigger push the end of that needle.

Let it end let the barrel smoke the sickness enter my heart let the bullet end

My life.

My style is different my heart beats irregular I look backwards every day I dream of not tomorrow but days beyond. 
Believe it D@rkChild’s dead…

I tend to treat the women that care for me the most as if they don't care for me at all.

Girl

I’m trying part II

What about me what about us .

All that we had is a memory tossed away like a moment in time.

I don’t want to be the fool holding on to a dream you’ve thrown away

I don’t want to be the man you don’t love.

I ask my self why you don’t think of me like I think of you .

 

 

Laying here

Laying here looking into the mirror .

I see you I see me I see us intertwined

I see love I see a future. As I lay before this window of our life.

Afraid to close my eyes . for is this a dream is this but a illusion of a broken heart

What is this .

Is this my heart crying your name is this my mind telling me goodbye.

Tell me as tears fall from my eyes. Tell me yes tell me no .

Just tell me goodbye tell me you’ll stay as my eyes close.

The mirror tells me no more lies.

As I open my eyes your gone.

And I know .

Its

Goodbye.

 

Zodiac  

The twins see with two eyes they think differently

They see the sky above one loves the stars the other the moon

They share each foot step through life they’ve loved the same people they’ve

Hated those who wish ill will on them. When one fell the other did as well.

And when one heart broke so did the other. But when the pain became unbearable one never rose while the other stood bye his side days, nights, weeks months years.

When does one leave when will the bond break .