Now how are you gonna tell me you don’t love no more.

Now how are you gonna tell me I mean nothing

Now

Now how can I smile

How can I live how can I breathe when your love is all I knew.

When your kisses I embraced.

No how you gonna tell me. The days we shared don’t mean anything to you . You make me want to close my eyes and dream no more. Tears fall and your name I cry out . Your name I say

Darkchild

The streets cry why the sky’s smile the children call while the parents respond.

I’ve fallen from heaven just to walk through hell.

I’ve faced a thousand tears and smiled through it all .

Listen up I have a story to tell for its fueled the fire in my heart

Listen to my words for I survived the death I survived the heartbreak .

Like my first breath on this earth I screamed out my desires.

And you will know

What goes around comes back around. What goes around.

Goes around comes back around.

When you lie I lie .

When you cheat I cheat.

What you do I can do .

For every tear I shed you will shed.

For every name you rub in my face I have another for you.

So when you smile at me so do I

When the phone rings and its you all I care is that no one is around. So grab your keys and come with me. Hide my number in your phone so when his eyes start to pry no suspicions will arise. Delete my text after you read them . I’ll be parked around the corner meet me in the parking lot as I sit there on my hood hungry for your touch . I’ve waited so long for this. With a smile you slide into my arms with a moan your lips touch mine.

Bonnie & Clyde. When Bonnie turned on Clyde.

She said there love was unmatched she said she carried for me.

She said she needed no other . But she lied for she reached her hand out to another. A friend he was a friend who wanted more.

The next day there was a knock at the door.

The next day she stood the next day she demanded my answer, my answer do I take her back or do I leave her to the worlds fate. My answer I do not give my answer I don’t have. So she say a baby she may carry. A baby that might be mine. She says I knew but knew I did not. Now I sit here wondering and wondering what’s next for me.

She blames me for these circumstances saying my relation with the lord is one that needs to be. She says my anger is to great . But what she knows not is the lord holds many of my tears . The lord hears my whispers.

The mechanic II

Some question my love with the lord but the lord keeps me from doing what my mind commands.

When faced with the evils of the world I lust for revenge.

I smile to you face but what I want my heart won’t forgive what I need to do I won’t for forgiveness can’t be granted to the evils of the world. Standing in the door way of her house seeing someone who shouldn’t be there . Wanting war seeing red. Leaving him bleeding at the bottom of the steps.

Leave her in tears. Yet the lord tells me to walk away the lord tells me. To say goodbye.

Its your boy dark child. Its your lover jadis . ..

I meet her

I liked her.

I kissed her

I loved her

I fucked her.

She liked me but never loved me.

She fucked me

She fucked me physically.

She fucked me mentally.

Leaving me wanting her .

Leaving me needing the touch of the devil.

Having me looking to other women in search of the feeling. The need.

All I can think of is

I meet her

I liked her

I kissed her

I loved her

I fucked her.

Know I don’t have her.

Something you forgot.

It’s all I can do to move on. I don’t ask for much I know I fucked up I know I did wrong. You for got at about all the things you did to me. You forgot about the tears we shared you forgot about the sex after the fights. And how love lived in each kiss.

And for that I wish you and yours the best.

I’m me .

The child come for my dreams and someone will dream no more.

I’m married to that evil bitch named life. She loves me at times she hates me other times. She kisses me goodnight. And breathes air in to my lungs in the morrow.

As I lay my head down to sleep I pray the Lord fears me so that we shall never meet. I pray the devil sees not my wrongs.

Burn this city.

The greatest the darkest. If I can’t own it then I’ll burn it down. If I can’t live in it then burn this city.

Burn the memories burn the pain. With me inside. Burn burn so that my screams will echo through the ruins. And when the ashes remain let me . Let me rise like the phoenix let me stand on the ashes of my fears and my tears.

Opposites attract.

My skin two shades darker my eyes filled with sorrow and hers hold the key to heaven.

They say opposites attract.

When I stand next to her silence feels my heart. Silence feels my mind. Like a beast I hunger for nothing but her touch.

The modern day story of two.

The modern day love story that dreams are written upon.

I know she wants to tame the monster I know she wants to tame the man. But I just want to be loved.