Walk with me .

Walk with me.

Lord

Walk with me .

First there were two sets of foot prints in the sand then there were one set of foot prints in the sand And when times get hard god doesn’t walk with me he carries me. .

Let me

Let me in its 1:22am as I looked at my watch. I knock on the door . She opens the door  with a look of hunger in her eyes.

And I say let me .

Let me in let me lead you let me hold you.

For if your hand is all I have I will never let it go .

And if your lips I taste I will hunger not for another woman.

And if you heart is there for the taking its your heart I desire.

And my desires will consume me till I can call it my own.

And in return I’m yours.

Let me.

Let me take you there.

Money

Money made me Money broke me. Money caused those I trust to betray me.

Money and wealth have killed more people than god should allow.

Money makes a girl take her clothes off . Money in riches the man that uses the innocent . Many will kill for money many will betray the love of there family. For the lust of money. Its not who will fall to its lust but how many will fall to its lust.

Money.

Money

Money…

The clock struck 1am and you were restless.

 You whispered in my ear put me to bed.

Run your hands up down my side. Put your hands inside me .

Make me moan make me scream your name make me want what only you can give me.

Make my body quiver make my heart race make my thighs clinch with every stroke .

Put me to bed.  Let me lay there in bliss .

With your name on my lips. And when were done all I will say is …

Is put me to bed.

Watch me fly watch me rise above the clouds.

Watch me dream watch my dreams come true.

Watch me be what you said I could never be.

Watch me smile watch me sing watch me laugh.

Look at me fly.

Its 3:43 am and my phone rings .

Its her calling me crying in the phone . Slow down tell me what wrong. She says I can’t handle it . I scream tell me  you called me as my heart rumbles in my chest. Breathe it tells me.

The phone drops to the floor. For what she told me broke me and angered me with tears in my eyes . I heard her voice from the phone screaming Brandon please pick up the phone. Brandon please I’m sorry . I love you and there is no easy  way to tell you this my mind replays her voice over and over again.

And when then phone went click so did the gun.

So went my thoughts so went my tears so went my last breath..

This can’t be life father this can’t be. 
Baptize me in the tears of man . Hold me when I’m cold
Hold my hand when I’m lost be my eyes when the darkness consumes me. 
Be my father when he was  never there. 
Heal my heart when it breaks wipe my moms tears
When her crying keeps me up at night. Put a dollar in her
Pocket when she has but change and I will be forever your son .

     
My origins
Let it rain I remember my first feelings of love. 
A smile covered my face my hear beat and beat like the drums of the congo. 
I looked I listened I waited to see her every day . I closed my eyes dreaming of our life. 
I fought back my anger when she cried I waged war in my heart for she belonged to another. 
She told me stories of love and heart break . I hide my feelings deep  with in 
Waiting for the day to tell her how I feel. And days passed weeks passed and my 
Feelings remained then she died the she was but a memory and my feelings
Just a jaded thought of what could have been. 
Brandon